Day 11

I think both John and I are getting to the point in this diet where we are maybe expecting the pounds and inches that are coming off to make more drastic differences in our appearance. I mean John has to date lost 11 lbs and I have lost 9.8 lbs and I don't see a big difference in my body. I have noticed that my clothes are fitting better, though. But I have honestly wondered at times, is this really working. Am I really losing the weight. Maybe a little HCG fairy lives in the bottle and everytime I open the bottle to take the drops, it pops out and messes with my scale so that it shows a lower weight. lol

I know that it is really working, I just am so ready to be in a smaller size cloths and have all my flub gone.

I did get on Wii Fit today for the first time in over a month and I was happy with what it said. I had started cutting out on pop and eating better before starting the diet and so I had lost some weight before starting the HCG diet. Anyway when I got on the board today to weigh myself it said I had lost 11.5 lbs since the last time I weighed in. It actually told me that it was concerned caused I lost so much weight in a short amount of time. It said that that sits a person up for gaining it all back.

That is one of my fears. I don't want to go through all this and then gain it all back right after. My big thing has always been I don't want to live my life where I can't eat anything ever again. What this diet has shown me is that although after I get done with this diet, I will be allowed to eat bad foods again, it should be in moderation. I want to try to maintain the diet I have now(obviously with more calories than while on the diet) but keep with the healthier foods and limit pasta, sweets, and definately pop!! I want this to be a change that last.